When my kids become wild and unruly, I use a nice, safe playpen. When they’re finished, I climb out. – Erma Bombeck

What ya gonna do?

what you gonna do?When was the last time tragedy stared you in the face? Must history repeat itself?

Play day

We played on the day serious injury, perhaps death reached out for my grandson. My past took a collision course towards my present.


“I don’t know how his head will stand it!” My Mom sobbed, holding me tight to her bosom and rocking my little frame. I remember gripping the fabric of her blouse as I came around.

I’d fallen down the stone steps from the garden into the courtyard and bashed my head. Blood everywhere. Dad staunched the bleeding. Next stop the doctor’s and a later diagnosis of a comminuted fracture to the back of my head.

Some people land on their feet …

A year later, driving with Dad in his old Morris 8, standing on the front seat (what’s a seat belt?)

I saw a friend as we turned a corner in Arbroath, a small town on the north-east coast of Scotland. I opened the door and stepped out to say hi – what price safety seats and child-proof locks?

My head slammed into the road at about fifteen miles an hour. Blackness. Next, I came to on a couch surrounded by anxious faces: Mom red-eyed – hanky in hand, Dad pale and sombre faced, the doctor close by holding my wrist and a policeman providing support. Strange to say it’s a good memory: unconditional love and sincere concern are wonderful when you’re the focus.

A ghost from the past – live or die?

Two generations on, danger sneaked onto the horizon and zeroed in on a little boy like a Cruise Missile. A wee-man in my care.

Late on a Sunday morning, we arrived at the play area in a village on the north shore of the Forth, west of the three Bridges.

Mom and big brother were occupied on an energy sapping climbing frame about forty yards away, laughing and making happy noises. The wee-man and I rushed around playing on swings, roundabouts and rocking animals on springs.

Great fun

Laughter, energy and pure joy burst from us. We played tag, hide and seek, chases and boo! Our cheeks were red from the cold air, eyes bright.

After a while we arrived at a playing structure suitable for an agile two-and-a-half year old. At one end of an exciting pipe lay a pretend ship’s bridge and platform. Both attracted the little person’s interest.

Transition at play

An intrepid adventurer entered the plastic pipe and a crusty navigator exited – heading for the helm of a “super tanker”. Grandpa stood by, attention drawn towards a panoramic and sparkling expanse of water. Trees bent and flexed in a gusting breeze.

The tiny blond-haired skipper gripped the wheel while his view-distracted protector, about six feet away, paid no attention. Then it happened.

Danger strikes

At about four feet high, the platform was innocuous. The bridge of the boat, a floored metal frame with no sides, just a standing space. The wheel, at the left of the structure looked innocent enough and more than adequate to steer a pirate ship. Danger stalked.

I looked at the wee fellow with complacent absent-mindedness. He grabbed the wheel with his left hand. He didn’t use his right, maybe he held a stick or something.

Long drop

He leaned his weight on the helm. Neither of us expected it to move, but it did … all the way. He started to swing out and down over the end of the frame. He tipped past the horizontal in complete silence … and let go the wheel. A tiny squeal tore into my ear as I watched him try to recover. No chance. He fell.

In an instant he hurtled groundwards, curly head pointing straight down. He didn’t even put his hands out to protect himself, didn’t know how. Gravity seized him, accelerating his fall.

In terrible slow motion I watched the fragile little head plunge towards the bolted steel feet of a metal framework. Even now I see him passing the edge of the platform, head vertical like an olympic diver, but without extended arms.

His chest passed the flooring as he fell, no sense of danger –a look of quizzical interest on an angelic face. His little cranium accelerated towards a an almost certain connection with hard metal and untold damage …

Grabbin’ grandpa?

I can’t explain how it happened. I must’ve moved at the speed of light. Somehow, my hand gripped a little ankle. I caught and held him inches from disaster. He shrieked with laughter as he swung up into a relieved hug.


Again no !***!! way. I clasped an unscathed toddler and released a gigantic sigh in a plume of winter-breath.

Poor Mom

As I write, I think of my Mom and the twice-battered, bleeding, unconscious child she had to nurse as shock and terrible fear tore at her with cruel talons. If you’re a parent, maybe you’ll relate to this.

“Where’s Mom?” I said, placing a happy toddler feet-first on to the ground. He thought for a moment.

“Momeeee,” He ran off up the playground. I smiled, waved my fist in the air with exuberant, relieved happiness and loped after him.

© Mac Logan